Thank you for sharing your story with me and the other members here. What a lovely memory to have - how lucky you have been. I am in my late 50's and though I knew I was gay at 12, its only this year that I have decided to live my life as it was meant to be. I hid the fact that I was gay from everybody and as I did not want to deceive any girl - kept myself from being intimate with the opposite sex also. Reading the above, shows me what I could have missed in life - hopefully its not too late yet.