Guess that's why I've decided, I will more than likely, spend the rest of my days, alone...tired of all of this shit, the apathy, selfishness, hatefullness, ect, ect. I'm almost 50yrs old, really good health, physically/spiritually, goodlooking/handsome. So much love inside I could just burst, aching to love someone...the worst in the human race seems to but afoot more than ever...wonder if it's a sign in general of things Biblical to come. I'm not religious frankly, but spiritual! Very much so. Just not into the "mob mentality" I find most hotero's or gays seem to be following. Everyone seems to be doing the sex thing, but no love...plenty of aids/infection, I'll do it myself thank you. Gays/hetero, marriage, what a laugh, people these days are always looking for more than what they've got, like, "the grass is greener." There are actually very few real men, gay or straight, don't matter the orientation.